Songs of an Immortal Ecstasy
7/6/03
In the small loft that held the Russian choir
Unaccompanied by instruments we sang
Harmonies that made the heart suspire
And bodies vibrate as the great bells rang.
It was here in this orthodox retreat
Unknowing I had first Darshan of thy face,
Though ignorant knelt before her feet,
The blessed virgin Mary full of grace.
I knew not then that thou and she are one,
What force or fate drew me to this room
Of God, the soul's discovery begun
Amid the solemn icons and the gloom
Of sin and penitence and fear of hell
And centuries of sorrow and despair.
But Heaven's music cast on me its spell,
My being of its inner source aware
And destiny and death, and hope that lives
Unconquered by the blows of time and fate,
In a tenement of clay aspires and strives
For those diviner chords to recreate
And marry with the music of the spheres
These earthly notes so filled with poignancy,
By God-delight replace our human tears
With songs of an immortal ecstasy.